There are a few things you should know about my world today:
1. I am RIDICULOUSLY emotional. Thanks hormones.
2. I have cried THREE times today, and it's not even 3pm. Way to go Nicola.
I cried first when the bus driver was mean to me because my oyster card wouldn't work so I had to walk to work in the pouring rain. Without an umbrella.
I then cried again half an hour later when the guy at the ticket office told me that my oyster wasn't working because the machine had updated my card from last Friday and not on Monday like I had requested it to which meant I was completely out of money. This would have been okay if I had my purse on me to top up said fucking card. Which of course on a day like this I hadn't.
The most recent bout of tears came when I was on the phone to Ben after my physio appointment and I was snappy and emotional about some of my health problems and couldn't get a hold of myself.
3. I'm bored. Like SERIOUSLY bored. And have been ALL WEEK. Work has been so quiet this week that I can literally feel my brain cells slipping away from me.
4. I miss my family.
But you know what? Shit stuff happens. Real life happens. And it's only what I make of it that matters, I can only control how I respond to it all. And if I want to respond with tears then that's how I will respond. I'm gonna chalk today up as one of those "taught me a few lessons days" and move on.
Plus, after watching this I'm starting to feel a whole lot better about everything....